I started writing the blog, this year, when it is past time, the dizzying pace at which the life of the working mother and wife in anxious where I lived for years, began to change. After a troubled childhood, due to the premature loss of my mother, who died (killed, I should say) thirty years in childbirth along with my sister when I was not yet six years, I shut my pain. For too many years, when our house was the kingdom of silence, I became an introvert and rebellious teenager. At eighteen I met the love of my life, I'm married and I had my first child when I was still very young and my whole life has revolved around my two children, my husband, the union of family and at work, where I have always worked hard making me full of big RESPONSIBILITY.
And so the threshold of fifty years, when the growth of children, it's time to take back my life, can not deny that I felt disoriented.
For a while I gave vent to all those intentions that in times of greater commitment
stress fatigue are called type-camp out for entire afternoons watching TV or attending those stupid courses in the gym with my peers, almost fifty years old, that even if beautiful, struggling like mad to show the ugly and vulgar in their twenties! or stay out all afternoon with some friends, without a real purpose or for no reason but just for the sake of being outside and they forgot to fix the house, shopping to do, the hard times that you need to make it all amounts to comply.
But obviously it was a time that has passed quickly, just long enough to understand what in me was left of the wild child but introverted, who had big plans for himself!
Nothing, I tell you now! So resoti view of this, you must return you back in game, just long enough to realize something at this point want to be your life! You have to hurry if you want to stay behind have to live in your time. Now!
Needless to say, reading, music, cinema and theater, travel, have interests that I have always kept alive, as far as I could, but not always possible to pursue them all, since the costs that have reached books, the movie ticket, un'abbonamento or organize a trip to the theater if only for a weekend.
And so it is time to shake, and as I was very intrigued by the computer I wanted to learn to use it following the instructions of my son Manfred. So
ho frequentato un corso d' inglese, Manfredi mi ha dato qualche lezione d'informatica e mi ha anche insegnato ad usare la macchina fotografica e Michela la sua ragazza mi ha invogliato ed aiutata ad aprire il mio blog e così è iniziata la mia avventura nella rete!
All'inizio ho avuto qualche difficoltà, ancora ora ne ho, anche se scrivere è sempre stata una mia passione, avevo un po' di pudore a mettere in rete i miei pensieri. Poi piano piano, con l'andar del tempo ho vinto le mie paure, dovute a una vita di silenzi. Mi sono lasciata andare, e ho scoperto
che si', potevo farcela, avevo qualcosa da dire. Anche se l'input è partito dalla mia passione per la cucina, che è stata accomplice, in part, in the conduct of my family, I started writing and it was not so hard to get interested. I started to know people like me who like to communicate through the blog.
Driven by curiosity, I realized that is frequented by people very different atmosphere. People who daily feel the need to engage in a number of fronts. People who runs every day between the various blogs by reading stories or recipes, and between visits with each other over time, you seem to know already! Just like it happened to me.
So the blog, my blog, from hobby is becoming a real commitment!
Sometimes they are a morning person, I like to sit at the PC in the early morning, sipping my first coffee, the other evening when, after dinner and after a day of intensive cropping
me a bit 'of time, maybe while my husband is in front of the TV to watch, those of Western boring film I have never been passionate.
Even sometimes the night insomnia, and so I give up on the pictures to be posted by choosing one over another. I jot down my thoughts and amalgamate
often wondered if my stories or my recipes can really be of interest to someone, but banish that thought from my mind, I make my own the words of T. Mann, who said: - Speech is civilization! The word is also the most contradictory maintains contact. And 'the silence that isolates! -
feel I have something to say is a good opportunity to enjoy an excellent you have a restore, even if virtual, in which to express themselves, have confidence in me, the joy of safety in the hope my chances of being followed and why not, to be appreciated.
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